I. Here Far Away, Seen From The Topmost Cliff, Filling With Purple Gloom The Vacancies Between The Tufted Hills, The Sloping Seas Hung In Mid-Heaven, And Half-Way Down Rare Sails, White As White Clouds, Floated From Sky To Sky. Oh! Pleasant Breast Of Waters, Quiet Bay, Like To A Quiet Mind In The Loud World, Where The Chafed Breakers Of The Outer Sea Sank Powerless, As Anger Falls Aside And Withers On The Breast Of Peaceful Love; Thou Didst Receive The Growth Of Pines That Fledged The Hills That Watch'D Thee, As Love Watcheth Love, In Thine Own Essence, And Delight Thyself To Make It Wholly Thine On Sunny Days. Keep Thou Thy Name Of 'Lover'S Bay.' See, Sirs, Even Now The Goddess Of The Past, That Takes The Heart, And Sometimes Touches But One String That Quivers, And Is Silent, And Sometimes Sweeps Suddenly All Its Half-Moulder'D Chords To Some Old Melody, Begins To Play That Air Which Pleased Her First. I Feel Thy Breath; I Come, Great Mistress Of The Ear And Eye: Thy Breath Is Of The Pinewood; And Tho' Years Have Hollow'D Out A Deep And Stormy Strait Betwixt The Native Land Of Love And Me, Breathe But A Little On Me, And The Sail Will Draw Me To The Rising Of The Sun, The Lucid Chambers Of The Morning Star, And East Of Life. Permit Me, Friend, I Prythee, To Pass My Hand Across My Brows, And Muse On Those Dear Hills, That Never More Will Meet The Sight That Throbs And Aches Beneath My Touch, As Tho' There Beat A Heart In Either Eye; For When The Outer Lights Are Darken'D Thus, The Memory'S Vision Hath A Keener Edge. It Grows Upon Me Now'The Semicircle Of Dark-Blue Waters And The Narrow Fringe Of Curving Beach'Its Wreaths Of Dripping Green' Its Pale Pink Shells'The Summerhouse Aloft That Open'D On The Pines With Doors Of Glass, A Mountain Nest'The Pleasure-Boat That Rock'D, Light-Green With Its Own Shadow, Keel To Keel, Upon The Dappled Dimplings Of The Wave, That Blanch'D Upon Its Side. O Love, O Hope! They Come, They Crowd Upon Me All At Once' Moved From The Cloud Of Unforgotten Things, That Sometimes On The Horizon Of The Mind Lies Folded, Often Sweeps Athwart In Storm' Flash Upon Flash They Lighten Thro' Me'Days Of Dewy Dawning And The Amber Eves When Thou And I, Camilla, Thou And I Were Borne About The Bay Or Safely Moor'D Beneath A Low-Brow'D Cavern, Where The Tide Plash'D, Sapping Its Worn Ribs; And All Without The Slowly-Ridging Rollers On The Cliffs Clash'D, Calling To Each Other, And Thro' The Arch Down Those Loud Waters, Like A Setting Star, Mixt With The Gorgeous West The Lighthouse Shone, And Silver-Smiling Venus Ere She Fell Would Often Loiter In Her Balmy Blue, To Crown It With Herself. Here, Too, My Love Waver'D At Anchor With Me, When Day Hung From His Mid-Dome In Heaven'S Airy Halls; Gleams Of The Water-Circles As They Broke, Flicker'D Like Doubtful Smiles About Her Lips, Quiver'D A Flying Glory On Her Hair, Leapt Like A Passing Thought Across Her Eyes; And Mine With One That Will Not Pass, Till Earth And Heaven Pass Too, Dwelt On My Heaven, A Face Most Starry-Fair, But Kindled From Within As 'Twere With Dawn. She Was Dark-Hair'D, Dark-Eyed: Oh, Such Dark Eyes! A Single Glance Of Them Will Govern A Whole Life From Birth To Death, Careless Of All Things Else, Led On With Light In Trances And In Visions: Look At Them, You Lose Yourself In Utter Ignorance; You Cannot Find Their Depth; For They Go Back, And Farther Back, And Still Withdraw Themselves Quite Into The Deep Soul, That Evermore Fresh Springing From Her Fountains In The Brain, Still Pouring Thro', Floods With Redundant Life Her Narrow Portals. Trust Me, Long Ago I Should Have Died, If It Were Possible To Die In Gazing On That Perfectness Which I Do Bear Within Me: I Had Died, But From My Farthest Lapse, My Latest Ebb, Thine Image, Like A Chants Of Light And Strength Upon The Waters, Push'D Me Back Again On These Deserted Sands Of Barren Life. Tho' From The Deep Vault Where The Heart Of Hope Fell Into Dust, And Crumbled In The Dark' Forgetting How To Render Beautiful Her Countenance With Quick And Healthful Blood' Thou Didst Not Sway Me Upward; Could I Perish While Thou, A Meteor Of The Sepulchre, Didst Swathe Thyself All Round Hope'S Quiet Urn For Ever? He, That Saith It, Hath O'Er-Stept The Slippery Footing Of His Narrow Wit, And Fall'N Away From Judgment. Thou Art Light, To Which My Spirit Leaneth All Her Flowers, And Length Of Days, And Immortality Of Thought, And Freshness Ever Self-Renew'D. For Time And Grief Abode Too Long With Life, And, Like All Other Friends I' The World, At Last They Grew Aweary Of Her Fellowship: So Time And Grief Did Beckon Unto Death, And Death Drew Nigh And Beat The Doors Of Life; But Thou Didst Sit Alone In The Inner House, A Wakeful Portress, And Didst Parle With Death,' 'This Is A Charmed Dwelling Which I Hold;' So Death Gave Back, And Would No Further Come. Yet Is My Life Nor In The Present Time, Nor In The Present Place. To Me Alone, Push'D From His Chair Of Regal Heritage, The Present Is The Vassal Of The Past: So That, In That I Have Lived, Do I Live, And Cannot Die, And Am, In Having Been' A Portion Of The Pleasant Yesterday, Thrust Forward On To-Day And Out Of Place; A Body Journeying Onward, Sick With Toil. The Weight As If Of Age Upon My Limbs, The Grasp Of Hopeless Grief About My Heart, And All The Senses Weaken'D, Save In That, Which Long Ago They Had Glean'D And Garner'D Up Into The Granaries Of Memory' The Clear Brow, Bulwark Of The Precious Brain, Chink'D As You See, And Seam'D'And All The While The Light Soul Twines And Mingles With The Growths Of Vigorous Early Days, Attracted, Won, Married, Made One With, Molten Into All The Beautiful In Past Of Act Or Place, And Like The All-Enduring Camel, Driven Far From The Diamond Fountain By The Palms, Who Toils Across The Middle Moonlit Nights, Or When The White Heats Of The Blinding Noons Beat From The Concave Sand; Yet In Him Keeps A Draught Of That Sweet Fountain That He Loves, To Stay His Feet From Falling, And His Spirit From Bitterness Of Death. Ye Ask Me, Friends, When I Began To Love. How Should I Tell You? Or From The After-Fulness Of My Heart, Flow Back Again Unto My Slender Spring And First Of Love, Tho' Every Turn And Depth Between Is Clearer In My Life Than All Its Present Flow. Ye Know Not What Ye Ask. How Should The Broad And Open Flower Tell What Sort Of Bud It Was, When, Prest Together In Its Green Sheath, Close-Lapt In Silken Folds, It Seem'D To Keep Its Sweetness To Itself, Yet Was Not The Less Sweet For That It Seem'D? For Young Life Knows Not When Young Life Was Born, But Takes It All For Granted: Neither Love, Warm In The Heart, His Cradle, Can Remember Love In The Womb, But Resteth Satisfied, Looking On Her That Brought Him To The Light: Or As Men Know Not When They Fall Asleep Into Delicious Dreams, Our Other Life, So Know I Not When I Began To Love. This Is My Sum Of Knowledge'That My Love Grew With Myself'Say Rather, Was My Growth, My Inward Sap, The Hold I Have On Earth, My Outward Circling Air Wherewith I Breathe, Which Yet Upholds My Life, And Evermore Is To Me Daily Life And Daily Death: For How Should I Have Lived And Not Have Loved? Can Ye Take Off The Sweetness Front The Flower, The Colour And The Sweetness From The Rose, And Place Them By Themselves; Or Set Apart Their Motions And Their Brightness From The Stars, And Then Point Out The Flower Or The Star? Or Build A Wall Betwixt My Life And Love, And Tell Me Where I Am? 'Tis Even Thus: In That I Live I Love; Because I Love I Live: Whate'Er Is Fountain To The One Is Fountain To The Other; And WheNe'er Our God Unknits The Riddle Of The One, There Is No Shade Or Fold Of Mystery Swathing The Other. Many, Many Years, (For They Seem Many And My Most Of Life, And Well I Could Have Linger'D In That Porch, So Unproportion'D To The Dwelling-Place,) In The Maydews Of Childhood, Opposite The Flush And Dawn Of Youth, We Lived Together, Apart, Alone Together On Those Hills. Before He Saw My Day My Father Died, And He Was Happy That He Saw It Not; But I And The First Daisy On His Grave From The Same Day Came Into Light At Once. As Love And I Do Number Equal Years, So She, My Love, Is Of An Age With Me. How Like Each Other Was The Birth Of Each! On The Same Morning, Almost The Same Hour, Under The Selfsame Aspect Of The Stars, (Oh Falsehood Of All Starcraft!) We Were Born. How Like Each Other Was The Birth Of Each! The Sister Of My Mother'She That Bore Camilla Close Beneath Her Beating Heart, Which To The Imprison'D Spirit Of The Child, With Its True-Touched Pulses In The Flow And Hourly Visitation Of The Blood, Sent Notes Of Preparation Manifold, And Mellow'D Echoes Of The Outer World' My Mother'S Sister, Mother Of My Love, Who Had A Twofold Claim Upon My Heart, One Twofold Mightier Than The Other Was, In Giving So Much Beauty To The World, And So Much Wealth As God Had Charged Her With' Loathing To Put It From Herself For Ever, Left Her Own Life With It; And Dying Thus, Crown'D With Her Highest Act The Placid Face And Breathless Body Of Her Good Deeds Past. So Were We Born, So Orphan'D. She Was Motherless And I Without A Father. So From Each Of Those Two Pillars Which From Earth Uphold Our Childhood, One Had Fallen Away, And All The Careful Burthen Of Our Tender Years Trembled Upon The Other. He That Gave Her Life, To Me Delightedly Fulfill'D All Loving Kindnesses, All Offices Of Watchful Care And Trembling Tenderness. He Waked For Both: He Pray'D For Both: He Slept Dreaming Of Both: Nor Was His Love The Less Because It Was Divided, And Shot Forth Boughs On Each Side, Laden With Wholesome Shade, Wherein We Nested Sleeping Or Awake, And Sang Aloud The Matin-Song Of Life. She Was My Foster-Sister: On One Arm The Flaxen Ringlets Of Our Infancies Wander'D, The While We Rested: One Soft Lap Pillow'D Us Both: A Common Light Of Eyes Was On Us As We Lay: Our Baby Lips, Kissing One Bosom, Ever Drew From Thence The Stream Of Life, One Stream, One Life, One Blood, One Sustenance, Which, Still As Thought Grew Large, Still Larger Moulding All The House Of Thought, Made All Our Tastes And Fancies Like, Perhaps' All'All But One; And Strange To Me, And Sweet, Sweet Thro' Strange Years To Know That Whatsoe'Er Our General Mother Meant For Me Alone, Our Mutual Mother Dealt To Both Of Us: So What Was Earliest Mine In Earliest Life, I Shared With Her In Whom Myself Remains. As Was Our Childhood, So Our Infancy, They Tell Me, Was A Very Miracle Of Fellow-Feeling And Communion. They Tell Me That We Would Not Be Alone,' We Cried When We Were Parted; When I Wept, Her Smile Lit Up The Rainbow On My Tears, Stay'D On The Cloud Of Sorrow; That We Loved The Sound Of One-Another'S Voices More Than The Gray Cuckoo Loves His Name, And Learn'D To Lisp In Tune Together; That We Slept In The Same Cradle Always, Face To Face. Heart Beating Time To Heart, Lip Pressing Lip, Folding Each Other, Breathing On Each Other, Dreaming Together (Dreaming Of Each Other They Should Have Added), Till The Morning Light Sloped Thro' The Pines, Upon The Dewy Pane Falling, Unseal'D Our Eyelids, And We Woke To Gaze Upon Each Other. If This Be True, At Thought Of Which My Whole Soul Languishes And Faints, And Hath No Pulse, No Breath'As Tho' A Man In Some Still Garden Should Infuse Rich Atar In The Bosom Of The Rose, Till, Drunk With Its Own Wine, And Overfull Of Sweetness, And In Smelling Of Itself, It Fall On Its Own Thorns'If This Be True' And That Way My Wish Leads Me Evermore Still To Believe It''Tis So Sweet A Thought, Why In The Utter Stillness Of The Soul Doth Question'D Memory Answer Not, Nor Tell Of This Our Earliest, Our Closest-Drawn, Most Loveliest, Earthly-Heavenliest Harmony? O Blossom'D Portal Of The Lonely House, Green Prelude, April Promise, Glad New-Year Of Being, Which With Earliest Violets And Lavish Carol Of Clear-Throated Larks Filled All The March Of Life!'I Will Not Speak Of Thee, These Have Not Seen Thee, These Can Never Know Thee, They Cannot Understand Me. Pass We Then A Term Of Eighteen Years. Ye Would But Laugh, If I Should Tell You How I Hoard In Thought The Faded Rhymes And Scraps Of Ancient Crones, Gray Relics Of The Nurseries Of The World, Which Are As Gems Set In My Memory, Because She Learnt Them With Me; Or What Use To Know Her Father Left Us Just Before The Daffodil Was Blown? Or How We Found The Dead Man Cast Upon The Shore? All This Seems To The Quiet Daylight Of Your Minds But Cloud And Smoke, And In The Dark Of Mine Is Traced With Flame. Move With Me To The Event. There Came A Glorious Morning, Such A One As Dawns But Once A Season. Mercury On Such A Morning Would Have Flung Himself From Cloud To Cloud, And Swum With Balanced Wings To Some Tall Mountain: When I Said To Her, 'A Day For Gods To Stoop,' She Answered, 'Ay., And Men To Soar:' For As That Other Gazed, Shading His Eyes Till All The Fiery Cloud, The Prophet And The Chariot And The Steeds, Suck'D Into Oneness Like A Little Star Were Drunk Into The Inmost Blue, We Stood, When First We Came From Out The Pines At Noon, With Hands For Eaves, Uplooking And Almost Waiting To See Some Blessed Shape In Heaven, So Bathed We Were In Brilliance. Never Yet Before Or After Have I Known The Spring Pour With Such Sudden Deluges Of Light Into The Middle Summer; For That Day Love, Rising, Shook His Wings, And Charged The Winds With Spiced May-Sweets From Bound To Bound, And Blew Fresh Fire Into The Sun, And From Within Burst Thro' The Heated Buds, And Sent His Soul Into The Songs Of Birds, And Touch'D Far-Off His Mountain-Altars, His High Hills, With Flame Milder And Purer. Thro' The Rocks We Wound: The Great Pine Shook With Lonely Sounds Of Joy That Came On The Sea-Wind. As Mountain Streams Our Bloods Ran Free: The Sunshine Seem'D To Brood More Warmly On The Heart Than On The Brow. We Often Paused, And, Looking Back, We Saw The Clefts And Openings In The Mountains Fill'D With The Blue Valley And The Glistening Brooks, And All The Low Dark Groves, A Land Of Love! A Land Of Promise, A Land Of Memory, A Land Of Promise Flowing With The Milk And Honey Of Delicious Memories! And Down To Sea, And Far As Eye Could Ken, Each Way From Verge To Verge A Holy Land, Still Growing Holier As You Near'D The Bay, For There The Temple Stood. When We Had Reach'D The Grassy Platform On Some Hill, I Stoop'D, I Gather'D The Wild Herbs, And For Her Brows And Mine Made Garlands Of The Selfsame Flower, Which She Took Smiling, And With My Work Thus Crown'D Her Clear Forehead. Once Or Twice She Told Me (For I Remember All Things) To Let Grow The Flowers That Run Poison In Their Veins, She Said, 'The Evil Flourish In The World.' Then Playfully She Gave Herself The Lie' 'Nothing In Nature Is Unbeautiful; So, Brother, Pluck And Spare Not.' So I Wove Ev'N The Dull-Blooded Poppy-Stem, 'Whose Flower, Hued With The Scarlet Of A Fierce Sunrise, Like To The Wild Youth Of An Evil Prince, Is Without Sweetness, But Who Crowns Himself Above The Naked Poisons Of His Heart In His Old Age.' A Graceful Thought Of Hers Grav'N On My Fancy! And Oh, How Like A Nymph, A Stately Mountain Nymph She Look'D! How Native Unto The Hills She Trod On! While I Gazed My Coronal Slowly Disentwined Itself And Fell Between Us Both; Tho' While I Gazed My Spirit Leap'D As With Those Thrills Of Bliss That Strike Across The Soul In Prayer, And Show Us That We Are Surely Heard. Methought A Light Burst From The Garland I Had Wov'N, And Stood A Solid Glory On Her Bright Black Hair; A Light Methought Broke From Her Dark, Dark Eyes, And Shot Itself Into The Singing Winds; A Mystic Light Flash'D Ev'N From Her White Robe As From A Glass In The Sun, And Fell About My Footsteps On The Mountains. Last We Came To What Our People Call 'The Hill Of Woe.' A Bridge Is There, That, Look'D At From Beneath Seems But A Cobweb Filament To Link The Yawning Of An Earthquake-Cloven Chasm. And Thence One Night, When All The Winds Ere Loud, A Woful Man (For So The Story Went) Had Thrust His Wife And Child And Dash'D Himself Into The Dizzy Depth Below. Below, Fierce In The Strength Of Far Descent, A Stream Flies With A Shatter'D Foam Along The Chasm. The Path Was Perilous, Loosely Strown With Crags: We Mounted Slowly; Yet To Both There Came The Joy Of Life In Steepness Overcome, And Victories Of Ascent, And Looking Down On All That Had Look'D Down On Us; And Joy In Breathing Nearer Heaven; And Joy To Me, High Over All The Azure-Circled Earth, To Breathe With Her As If In Heaven Itself; And More Than Joy That I To Her Became Her Guardian And Her Angel, Raising Her Still Higher, Past All Peril, Until She Saw Beneath Her Feet The Region Far Away, Beyond The Nearest Mountain'S Bosky Brows, Arise In Open Prospect'Heath And Hill, And Hollow Lined And Wooded To The Lips, And Steep-Down Walls Of Battlemented Rock Gilded With Broom, Or Shatter'D Into Spires, And Glory Of Broad Waters Interfused, Whence Rose As It Were Breath And Steam Of Gold, And Over All The Great Wood Rioting And Climbing, Streak'D Or Starr'D At Intervals With Falling Brook Or Blossom'D Bush'And Last, Framing The Mighty Landscape To The West, A Purple Range Of Mountain-Cones, Between Whose Interspaces Gush'D In Blinding Bursts The Incorporate Blaze Of Sun And Sea. At Length Descending From The Point And Standing Both, There On The Tremulous Bridge, That From Beneath Had Seem'D A Gossamer Filament Up In Air, We Paused Amid The Splendour. All The West And Ev'N Unto The Middle South Was Ribb'D And Barr'D With Bloom On Bloom. The Sun Below, Held For A Space 'Twixt Cloud And Wave, Shower'D Down Rays Of A Mighty Circle, Weaving Over That Various Wilderness A Tissue Of Light Unparallel'D. On The Other Side, The Moon, Half-Melted Into Thin Blue Air, Stood Still, And Pale And Fibrous As A Wither'D Leaf, Nor Yet Endured In Presence Of His Eyes To Indue His Lustre; Most Unloverlike, Since In His Absence Full Of Light And Joy, And Giving Light To Others. But This Most, Next To Her Presence Whom I Loved So Well, Spoke Loudly Even Into My Inmost Heart As To My Outward Hearing: The Loud Stream, Forth Issuing From His Portals In The Crag (A Visible Link Unto The Home Of My Heart), Ran Amber Toward The West, And Nigh The Sea Parting My Own Loved Mountains Was Received, Shorn Of Its Strength, Into The Sympathy Of That Small Bay, Which Out To Open Main Glow'D Intermingling Close Beneath The Sun. Spirit Of Love! That Little Hour Was Bound Shut In From Time, And Dedicate To Thee: Thy Fires From Heaven Had Touch'D It, And The Earth They Fell On Became Hallow'D Evermore. We Turn'D: Our Eyes Met: Hers Were Bright, And Mine Were Dim With Floating Tears, That Shot The Sunset In Lightnings Round Me; And My Name Was Borne Upon Her Breath. Henceforth My Name Has Been A Hallow'D Memory Like The Names Of Old, A Center'D, Glory-Circled Memory, And A Peculiar Treasure, Brooking Not Exchange Or Currency: And In That Hour A Hope Flow'D Round Me, Like A Golden Mist Charm'D Amid Eddies Of Melodious Airs, A Moment, Ere The Onward Whirlwind Shatter It, Waver'D And Floated'Which Was Less Than Hope, Because It Lack'D The Power Of Perfect Hope; But Which Was More And Higher Than All Hope, Because All Other Hope Had Lower Aim; Even That This Name To Which Her Gracious Lips Did Lend Such Gentle Utterance, This One Name, In Some Obscure Hereafter, Might In-Wreathe (How Lovelier, Nobler Then!) Her Life, Her Love, With My Life, Love, Soul, Spirit, And Heart And Strength. 'Brother,' She Said, 'Let This Be Call'D Henceforth The Hill Of Hope;'And I Replied, 'O Sister, My Will Is One With Thine; The Hill Of Hope.' Nevertheless, We Did Not Change The Name. I Did Not Speak: I Could Not Speak My Love. Love Lieth Deep: Love Dwells Not In Lip-Depths. Love Wraps His Wings On Either Side The Heart, Constraining It With Kisses Close And Warm, Absorbing All The Incense Of Sweet Thoughts So That They Pass Not To The Shrine Of Sound. Else Had The Life Of That Delighted Hour Drunk In The Largeness Of The Utterance Of Love; But How Should Earthly Measure Mete The Heavenly-Unmeasured Or Unlimited Love, Who Scarce Can Tune His High Majestic Sense Unto The Thundersong That Wheels The Spheres, Scarce Living In The 'Olian Harmony, And Flowing Odour Of The Spacious Air, Scarce Housed Within The Circle Of This Earth, Be Cabin'D Up In Words And Syllables, Which Pass With That Which Breathes Them? Sooner Earth Might Go Round Heaven, And The Strait Girth Of Time Inswathe The Fulness Of Eternity, Than Language Grasp The Infinite Of Love. O Day Which Did Enwomb That Happy Hour, Thou Art Blessed In The Years, Divinest Day O Genius Of That Hour Which Dost Uphold Thy Coronal Of Glory Like A God, Amid Thy Melancholy Mates Far-Seen, Who Walk Before Thee, Ever Turning Round To Gaze Upon Thee Till Their Eyes Are Dim With Dwelling On The Light And Depth Of Thine, Thy Name Is Ever Worshipp'D Among Hours! Had I Died Then, I Had Not Seem'D To Die, For Bliss Stood Round Me Like The Light Of Heaven,' Had I Died Then, I Had Not Known The Death; Yea Had The Power From Whose Right Hand The Light Of Life Issueth, And From Whose Left Hand Floweth The Shadow Of Death, Perennial Eflluences, Whereof To All That Draw The Wholesome Air, Somewhile The One Must Overflow The Other; Then Had He Stemm'D My Day With Night, And Driven My Current To The Fountain Whence It Sprang,' Even His Own Abiding Excellence' On Me, Methinks, That Shock Of Gloom Had Fall'N Unfelt, And In This Glory I Had Merged The Other, Like The Sun I Gazed Upon, Which Seeming For The Moment Due To Death, And Dipping His Head Low Beneath The Verge, Yet Bearing Round About Him His Own Day, In Confidence Of Unabated Strength, Steppeth From Heaven To Heaven, From Light To Light, And Holdeth His Undimmed Forehead Far Into A Clearer Zenith, Pure Of Cloud. We Trod The Shadow Of The Downward Hill; We Past From Light To Dark. On The Other Side Is Scoop'D A Cavern And A Mountain Hall, Which None Have Fathom'D. If You Go Far In (The Country People Rumour) You May Hear The Moaning Of The Woman And The Child, Shut In The Secret Chambers Of The Rock. I Too Have Heard A Sound'Perchance Of Streams Running Far On Within Its Inmost Halls, The Home Of Darkness; But The Cavern-Mouth, Half Overtrailed With A Wanton Weed, Gives Birth To A Brawling Brook, That Passing Lightly Adown A Natural Stair Of Tangled Roots, Is Presently Received In A Sweet Grave Of Eglantines, A Place Of Burial Far Lovelier Than Its Cradle; For Unseen, But Taken With The Sweetness Of The Place, It Makes A Constant Bubbling Melody That Drowns The Nearer Echoes. Lower Down Spreads Out A Little Lake, That, Flooding, Leaves Low Banks Of Yellow Sand; And From The Woods That Belt It Rise Three Dark, Tall Cypresses,' Three Cypresses, Symbols Of Mortal Woe, That Men Plant Over Graves. Hither We Came, And Sitting Down Upon The Golden Moss, Held Converse Sweet And Low'Low Converse Sweet, In Which Our Voices Bore Least Part. The Wind Told A Lovetale Beside Us, How He Woo'D The Waters, And The Waters Answering Lisp'D To Kisses Of The Wind, That, Sick With Love, Fainted At Intervals, And Grew Again To Utterance Of Passion. Ye Cannot Shape Fancy So Fair As Is This Memory. Methought All Excellence That Ever Was Had Drawn Herself From Many Thousand Years, And All The Separate Edens Of This Earth, To Centre In This Place And Time. I Listen'D, And Her Words Stole With Most Prevailing Sweetness Into My Heart, As Thronging Fancies Come To Boys And Girls When Summer Days Are New, And Soul And Heart And Body Are All At Ease: What Marvel My Camilla Told Me All? It Was So Happy An Hour, So Sweet A Place, And I Was As The Brother Of Her Blood, And By That Name I Moved Upon Her Breath; Dear Name, Which Had Too Much Of Nearness In It And Heralded The Distance Of This Time! At First Her Voice Was Very Sweet And Low, As If She Were Afraid Of Utterance; But In The Onward Current Of Her Speech, (As Echoes Of The Hollow-Banked Brooks Are Fashion'D By The Channel Which They Keep), Her Words Did Of Their Meaning Borrow Sound, Her Cheek Did Catch The Colour Of Her Words. I Heard And Trembled, Yet I Could But Hear; My Heart Paused'My Raised Eyelids Would Not Fall, But Still I Kept My Eyes Upon The Sky. I Seem'D The Only Part Of Time Stood Still, And Saw The Motion Of All Other Things; While Her Words, Syllable By Syllable, Like Water, Drop By Drop, Upon My Ear Fell; And I Wish'D, Yet Wish'D Her Not To Speak; But She Spake On, For I Did Name No Wish, What Marvel My Camilla Told Me All Her Maiden Dignities Of Hope And Love' 'Perchance,' She Said, 'Return'D.' Even Then The Stars Did Tremble In Their Stations As I Gazed; But She Spake On, For I Did Name No Wish, No Wish'No Hope. Hope Was Not Wholly Dead, But Breathing Hard At The Approach Of Death,' Camilla, My Camilla, Who Was Mine No Longer In The Dearest Sense Of Mine' For All The Secret Of Her Inmost Heart, And All The Maiden Empire Of Her Mind, Lay Like A Map Before Me, And I Saw There, Where I Hoped Myself To Reign As King, There, Where That Day I Crown'D Myself As King, There In My Realm And Even On My Throne, Another! Then It Seem'D As Tho' A Link Of Some Tight Chain Within My Inmost Frame Was Riven In Twain: That Life I Heeded Not Flow'D From Me, And The Darkness Of The Grave, The Darkness Of The Grave And Utter Night, Did Swallow Up My Vision; At Her Feet, Even The Feet Of Her I Loved, I Fell, Smit With Exceeding Sorrow Unto Death. Then Had The Earth Beneath Me Yawning Cloven With Such A Sound As When An Iceberg Splits From Cope To Base'Had Heaven From All Her Doors, With All Her Golden Thresholds Clashing, Roll'D Her Heaviest Thunder'I Had Lain As Dead, Mute, Blind And Motionless As Then I Lay; Dead, For Henceforth There Was No Life For Me! Mute, For Henceforth What Use Were Words To Me! Blind, For The Day Was As The Night To Me! The Night To Me Was Kinder Than The Day; The Night In Pity Took Away My Day, Because My Grief As Yet Was Newly Born Of Eyes Too Weak To Look Upon The Light; And Thro' The Hasty Notice Of The Ear Frail Life Was Startled From The Tender Love Of Him She Brooded Over. Would I Had Lain Until The Plaited Ivy-Tress Had Wound Round My Worn Limbs, And The Wild Brier Had Driven Its Knotted Thorns Thro' My Unpaining Brows, Leaning Its Roses On My Faded Eyes. The Wind Had Blown Above Me, And The Rain Had Fall'N Upon Me, And The Gilded Snake Had Nestled In This Bosom-Throne Of Love, But I Had Been At Rest For Evermore. Longtime Entrancement Held Me. All Too Soon Life (Like A Wanton Too-Officious Friend, Who Will Not Hear Denial, Vain And Rude With Proffer Of Unwished-For Services) Entering All The Avenues Of Sense Past Thro' Into His Citadel, The Brain, With Hated Warmth Of Apprehensiveness. And First The Chillness Of The Sprinkled Brook Smote On My Brows, And Then I Seem'D To Hear Its Murmur, As The Drowning Seaman Hears, Who With His Head Below The Surface Dropt Listens The Muffled Booming Indistinct Of The Confused Floods, And Dimly Knows His Head Shall Rise No More: And Then Came In The White Light Of The Weary Moon Above, Diffused And Molten Into Flaky Cloud. Was My Sight Drunk That It Did Shape To Me Him Who Should Own That Name? Were It Not Well If So Be That The Echo Of That Name Ringing Within The Fancy Had Updrawn A Fashion And A Phantasm Of The Form It Should Attach To? Phantom!'Had The Ghastliest That Ever Lusted For A Body, Sucking The Foul Steam Of The Grave To Thicken By It, There In The Shuddering Moonlight Brought Its Face And What It Has For Eyes As Close To Mine As He Did'Better That Than His, Than He The Friend, The Neighbour, Lionel, The Beloved, The Loved, The Lover, The Happy Lionel, The Low-Voiced, Tender-Spirited Lionel, All Joy, To Whom My Agony Was A Joy. O How Her Choice Did Leap Forth From His Eyes! O How Her Love Did Clothe Itself In Smiles About His Lips! And'Not One Moment'S Grace' Then When The Effect Weigh'D Seas Upon My Head To Come My Way! To Twit Me With The Cause! Was Not The Land As Free Thro' All Her Ways To Him As Me? Was Not His Wont To Walk Between The Going Light And Growing Night? Had I Not Learnt My Loss Before He Came? Could That Be More Because He Came My Way? Why Should He Not Come My Way If He Would? And Yet To-Night, To-Night'When All My Wealth Flash'D From Me In A Moment And I Fell Beggar'D For Ever'Why Should He Come My Way Robed In Those Robes Of Light I Must Not Wear, With That Great Crown Of Beams About His Brows' Come Like An Angel To A Damned Soul, To Tell Him Of The Bliss He Had With God' Come Like A Careless And A Greedy Heir That Scarce Can Wait The Reading Of The Will Before He Takes Possession? Was Mine A Mood To Be Invaded Rudely, And Not Rather A Sacred, Secret, Unapproached Woe, Unspeakable? I Was Shut Up With Grief; She Took The Body Of My Past Delight, Narded And Swathed And Balm'D It For Herself, And Laid It In A Sepulchre Of Rock Never To Rise Again. I Was Led Mute Into Her Temple Like A Sacrifice; I Was The High Priest In Her Holiest Place, Not To Be Loudly Broken In Upon. Oh Friend, Thoughts Deep And Heavy As These Well-Nigh O'Erbore The Limits Of My Brain: But He Bent O'Er Me, And My Neck His Arm Up-Stay'D I Thought It Was An Adder'S Fold, And Once I Strove To Disengage Myself, But Fail'D, Being So Feeble: She Bent Above Me, Too; Wan Was Her Cheek; For Whatsoe'Er Of Blight Lives In The Dewy Touch Of Pity Had Made The Red Rose There A Pale One'And Her Eyes' I Saw The Moonlight Glitter On Their Tears' And Some Few Drops Of That Distressful Rain Fell On My Face, And Her Long Ringlets Moved, Drooping And Beaten By The Breeze, And Brush'D My Fallen Forehead In Their To And Fro, For In The Sudden Anguish Of Her Heart Loosed From Their Simple Thrall They Had Flow'D Abroad, And Floated On And Parted Round Her Neck, Mantling Her Form Halfway. She, When I Woke, Something She Ask'D, I Know Not What, And Ask'D, Unanswer'D, Since I Spoke Not; For The Sound Of That Dear Voice So Musically Low, And Now First Heard With Any Sense Of Pain, As It Had Taken Life Away Before, Choked All The Syllables, That Strove To Rise From My Full Heart. The Blissful Lover, Too, From His Great Hoard Of Happiness Distill'D Some Drops Of Solace; Like A Vain Rich Man, That, Having Always Prosper'D In The World, Folding His Hands, Deals Comfortable Words To Hearts Wounded For Ever; Yet, In Truth, Fair Speech Was His And Delicate Of Phrase, Falling In Whispers On The Sense, Address'D More To The Inward Than The Outward Ear, As Rain Of The Midsummer Midnight Soft, Scarce-Heard, Recalling Fragrance And The Green Of The Dead Spring: But Mine Was Wholly Dead, No Bud, No Leaf, No Flower, No Fruit For Me. Yet Who Had Done, Or Who Had Suffer'D Wrong? And Why Was I To Darken Their Pure Love, If, As I Found, They Two Did Love Each Other, Because My Own Was Darken'D? Why Was I To Cross Between Their Happy Star And Them? To Stand A Shadow By Their Shining Doors, And Vex Them With My Darkness? Did I Love Her? Ye Know That I Did Love Her; To This Present My Full-Orb'D Love Has Waned Not. Did I Love Her, And Could I Look Upon Her Tearful Eyes What Had She Done To Weep? Why Should She Weep? O Innocent Of Spirit'Let My Heart Break Rather'Whom The Gentlest Airs Of Heaven Should Kiss With An Unwonted Gentleness. Her Love Did Murder Mine? What Then? She Deem'D I Wore A Brother'S Mind: She Call'D Me Brother: She Told Me All Her Love: She Shall Not Weep. The Brightness Of A Burning Thought, Awhile In Battle With The Glooms Of My Dark Will, Moonlike Emerged, And To Itself Lit Up There On The Depth Of An Unfathom'D Woe Reflex Of Action. Starting Up At Once, As From A Dismal Dream Of My Own Death, I, For I Loved Her, Lost My Love In Love; I, For I Loved Her, Graspt The Hand She Lov'D, And Laid It In Her Own, And Sent My Cry Thro' The Blank Night To Him Who Loving Made The Happy And The Unhappy Love, That He Would Hold The Hand Of Blessing Over Them, Lionel, The Happy, And Her, And Her, His Bride! Let Them So Love That Men And Boys May Say, 'Lo! How They Love Each Other!' Till Their Love Shall Ripen To A Proverb, Unto All Known, When Their Faces Are Forgot In The Land' One Golden Dream Of Love, From Which May Death Awake Them With Heaven'S Music In A Life More Living To Some Happier Happiness, Swallowing Its Precedent In Victory. And As For Me, Camilla, As For Me,' The Dew Of Tears Is An Unwholesome Dew, They Will But Sicken The Sick Plant The More. Deem That I Love Thee But As Brothers Do, So Shalt Thou Love Me Still As Sisters Do; Or If Thou Dream Aught Farther, Dream But How I Could Have Loved Thee, Had There Been None Else To Love As Lovers, Loved Again By Thee. Or This, Or Somewhat Like To This, I Spake, When I Beheld Her Weep So Ruefully; For Sure My Love Should Ne'er Indue The Front And Mask Of Hate, Who Lives On Others'